03 Oct You are enough!!
Most kids feel like their not enough. I am one of those kids. I feel like I’m not skinny enough, so I have to starve myself. I cut my arms to remind myself that I’m a living thing. I try to cover up my scars and my face with makeup to try to hide what’s underneath. My mom doesn’t know, what little friends I do have don’t know, the only person who knows I’m like this is my best friend, Zoey Green. She is also like me. She asks me why I do these things and I tell her “I don’t know.” But the truth is, I do know.
I’m not allowed to see my dads side of the family because most of them are drug addics and the ones that aren’t, are close to the drug addics. My best friend, Zoey, moved this year so I don’t get to tell her everything, and she didn’t get to tell me everything, witch is pretty much the thing that was holding me together.
I feel like the only people who are “friends” with me is because they feel bad for me. And my dad died when I was seven. So I wish that I could be stronger, because I feel so useless most of the time, so I wish to be stronger.