13 Dec I wish to have a good Christmas
In all my life, I have yet to have a good Christmas. I come from a very toxic, neglectful, and oftentimes abusive “family.” I’ve never had a support system and no one ever asks me to spend the holidays with them to get away from the negativity that comes with my “family.” Presents are a rare thing, especially as I get older. I most wish I could spend Christmas with the person I love, but unfortunately, that won’t happen. So it would be nice to at least have some gifts to look forward to, if nothing else. I just want to feel like I matter, especially when my birthday was spent presentless and alone.